Heavy Balloon - Fiona Apple
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Fetch the Bolt Cutters, 2020
Written by Fiona Apple
Over clattering, insistent percussion, Apple rails at the sinking feeling so familiar to those who suffer from depression. "You get dragged down, down to the same spot enough times in a row / The bottom begins to feel like the only safe place that you know." Apple, who has had her own struggles with mental health, is insightful enough to recognizes that quotidian things that seem fine or even cheery to well-balanced people can still be soul-crushing if you're depressed: "In the middle of the day, it’s like the sun / But the Saharan one, it’s staring me down / Forcing all forms of life inside of me to retreat underground."